"The love of the cross requires
a time of molding. The Holy Spirit wants every vessel to have
the character of heaven because we are the children of God and
citizens of heaven. The citizens of heaven must have the character
of heaven. So my Potter guides me to the fire, to mold me.
I remember my childhood. When I
was a little girl, I was very stubborn. I refused to do the
things that I needed to do. I totally despised homework. My
family said to me, “The only thing that we are asking
of you is just to study. Do your homework. Then we will send
you to become a foreign exchange student.” That was their
entire request.
In the first year of junior high
school, all I did was dream. I dreamed about an unknown world.
Even though I lived in this world, my mind was somewhere else.
All I needed was a pen and a piece of paper. I started writing
love stories, very touching and desperate love stories. I was
searching for love. My heart was beating quickly; I started
to highly honor that unknown love I had never experienced. My
parents showed me deep love as parents. Even so, I was searching
for deeper love. Deep down in my heart I believed that true
love was waiting for me somewhere.
Finally, in 1984, my search was
over when I met Jesus. I went to the Potter’s house. He
molded me. He made me His clay. Slowly, He put me inside the
fire. He gently molded me with His love. My love for Jesus was
very deep. I gladly, joyfully, allowed the Potter to put me
in the fire. The love of God touched my soul and took away every
spiritual and emotional pain. He opened my eyes to see His glorious,
potter’s hand. He showed me that His grace is sufficient
for me. He showed me His light of love and delivered me from
every trial.
Abba, Father, is our potter and
we are His clay. We live and breathe in His hands. We need to
allow the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of God, to mold us, make us,
and use us. We need to allow the Holy Spirit to give us His
perfect image and make us His perfect vessel. God will use whomever
He wants to
use, but before He uses them, He looks into His hand for a shiny,
clean vessel.
Today, we need to examine our hearts
to see what kind of vessel we are. It doesn’t matter what
we look like or what color we are, the good news is that we
have all come from God. He has created every vessel. We are
all in His hands.
Isaiah 64:8
But now, O LORD,
You are our Father;
We are the clay, and You our potter;
And all we are the work of Your hand.
God uses us according to the measure
of our faith. God uses some vessels to win souls, some as servants,
some to do mission work, some as apostles, some as instrument
players, some as prophets, some as teachers, some as preachers,
some as pastors, some to give, some to heal, and some to give
exhortation. The desire of God is to use every vessel, but some
vessels become vessels of anger, unforgiveness, adultery, alcohol,
drugs, or even betrayal. In the midst of all of this, God is
always in charge of everything.
We all need to go to the potter’s
house where the Father God is in charge.
People often don’t want to be clay, so they constantly
run away from God. They forsake the character of God. They do
not want to feel hunger and thirst for the righteousness of
God, but have hunger and thirst for sin and for this world.
Jesus took His disciples to the
mountain where he taught His disciples about the blessings of
God, the Beatitudes. The following eight blessings are the characteristics
of Christianity.
Eight blessings:
1.  Blessed are the poor in spirit
2.  Blessed are those who mourn
3.  Blessed are the meek
4.  Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness
5.  Blessed are the merciful
6.  Blessed are the pure in heart
7.  Blessed are the peacemakers
8.  Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’
sake
These eight blessings are the characteristics
of heaven. As born again believers, we should desire to have
these characteristics.
---Excerpt from the introduction
of Mold Me and Make Me, Part Two